Excited,efforts,disappointed,encouragement,began over...

I'm used to. =)

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

Cover up the pain with a smile, isn't my habit?

However,

All of this were done by myself

regularly...

Dear friends,

I never complained about you

As that's not your obligation ...

But,

Can you please don't always say something

something hurtful word for me?!!
Maybe you were unintentional,

but I care it all the time...
Did  you know it?

Such your comment,

your mentality,

your wording,

Or change a statement,

you're only focus on your benefit,

I'm your stumbling block?!!

Dear family,

Can you please pay a little bit attention on me?

Just a little bit...

Model student? Why my parents don't praise me?
As they don't care =)

My emotions,  preferences, abomination,

Did  you know it?

Your son furious once,

You will remember,

I furious ten times,

You never put it in your heart.

Maybe according to others’s opinion,

I was blessed,

don't need to worry about any living's necessary,

But, "Fair without and foul within"

under the appearance,

there were everything you can't imaginable.

Well,

I'm tired,

I was despair.

Follow your thoughts,

Continue your behaviour,

Anyway, I really used to =）

24/3/2013
Otherwise,

suffering is the measures of God,

with a purpose to pay off my debt from last generation?